I feel like shutting this journal down and start a new one elsewhere.

Edit: Yep, I did. Now I'm blogging at http://dirtspecks.blogspot.com/

Nothing will come out of this that's why I'm not even hoping.

Eight days into the June holidays and I've yet to do anything related to my studies. Well, no surprise there, I guess! I've been lazing around the house for the past few days like a couch potato. My recent behaviour disgusts even myself. It's probably time I get my ass off the bed and actually begin on something that would set me on the right track to becoming a 4As student (I kid).

My room's looking pretty much like a pink pig sty with a bit too many wires around. Obviously, I haven't gotten to cleaning my room, organizing my worksheets and what's not. The pair of wooden chopsticks that I found under the pile of books and notes is probably a hint that I should start. I swear I have absolutely no clue as to where it came from and that I did not hide it there. Who keeps chopsticks in their room under a pile of books!? Not me. I'm gonna start cleaning up tomorrow... or maybe Saturday? Sunday? Um, soon :)

Maybe it's true what they say; that I'm over you after all. I thought they were too fixed on their own points of view but actually, I'm the one who is too stubborn and reluctant to accept this fact.

Dad didn't get the job so he's not coming back. I'm still hoping that he would. Perhaps within a year or two? Everytime he leaves for China, my heart just sinks and I'd look forward to the next time he returns which would probably be six months later. Mum wants the whole family to go to China to visit him after my A's in December but I'm not exactly willing to because of my horrible near-death experience there.

On a lighter note, shooting camp just ended and the J2s won't have to go for pointless trainings anymore! Thank God. Really. I returned home with blisters on my feet, kind of a sprained ankle and body aches. All thanks to 4 rounds (20mins per round, btw) of capt's ball at 11am when the sun was at its strongest. It was a pretty memorable closure to the cca, I guess. Hmm, I guess shooting and I have this love-hate relationship.

Dad's back again and he's leaving on Tues morning. There's a good news though! He's looking for a job in SG so if he manages to find one, he'd stay in SG for good! I hope he gets a job here. I will pray everyday.

We went to have dinner at Jack's Place on Sat. The food wasn't awesome but I won't say it was bad either.

Somebody's looking older now.


My brother needs to learn how to smile.


Escargots

School's been treating me fine, I guess. My friends have been treating me even better! My friends are probably the only reason I look forward in going to school. For some reason, I like the long bus ride from Bukit Batok to CJ too.

I'm thinking about starting a photo blog. Should I? I'd probably be too lazy to take pictures though.

My group most definitely did not deserve the kind of results that we got. 3Bs, 1C and 1D... that's really bad. It feels as though all your hardwork has been flushed down the drain and nobody even recognizes it.

I remember Bryan and I braving the heavy thunderstorm and walking up the hill to Jean's house for PW meeting, sharing only one umbrella which didn't even provide us with sufficient shelter. I remember walking up that same hill again with the blazing hot sun frying us all. I remember us sacrificing Sunday afternoons for meetings. I also remember us skipping lunch just to complete each of our part for WR. Seeing these kind of results makes me feel as though all these weren't worth it. Freeloaders getting As just pisses me off even more.

I know saying all these won't help no one. We can only accept our results, get over this feeling and move on...

HAHAHAHA Nick so cool!

Anyway, Sunday's ig outing was kind of a failure because so many couldn't go/had to leave halfway like, Jem, YZ and Vinothini. We still had fun playing L4D2 and CS in the lan shop with each other though. Jared crashed the lan session and Keith crashed dinner at MFM. Yinghui had to leave so she didn't come for both lan and dinner :(

Ally came with a shaved head because of his soccer commitments. I wish I took a picture hahaha!

CTs are finally here. Down with GP, Geog and Econs, leaving only Lit and Math. I can safely say that I've completely flunked my Geog and Econs. Also, I predict that I'd fail Math too. Better wish me the best of luck for PTM 'cuz I'm so sure that The Bitch is gonna screw the shit out of me and after that, she's gonna pass the baton to my mum and she'd continue this shit.

Bet if I say "FML", everybody's gonna say "You deserve it!". Hahahaha.

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